segunda-feira, 26 de agosto de 2013

Words

The verdict that I became 
is fading into darkness.
Nothing feels the same 
We have to walk along
into the fug.

Everything is becoming the lie
I was so afraid of this day
How cold is your heart?
Can't you see, 
Can't you feel my neck in your hands
my heart beats fiercely
I want to live!

I think of love
I let it died
It just never last
You used to be my soul
You used to be like me,
so alive, so full of happiness.

Visions of you
Visions of me
Everything is dead!



terça-feira, 9 de julho de 2013

Floating

I'm trying to be 
anything you asked for and more,
For a minute
I thought I could make you happier
I won't let you go
faster and faster 
I run, I run for you
for you I run everyday

Lie down
lay your head on my chest
let me hold you tight
the future seems so distant
but you can feel with your fingertips
my heart is beating faster
no I wouldn't let you down.
I promise you that. 

Are we floating in the air?
I told you a thousand times
I love you just a little too much
The smoke of your cigarette
On naked shoulders
your beautiful skin 
my red lips tell you it's over

No flowers, no unicorns, no blue sky
It was supposed to be an endless dream
but I have to go now
In a little while
I'll be gone


segunda-feira, 27 de maio de 2013

Tentar viver

Tentar, tentar, tentar
voltar a tentar
tentar saber algo de mim
de quem eu sou
de quem eu fui
de quem eu esqueci.

O mundo esconde tantas verdades
ou mostra apenas mentiras?
Quero fechar os olhos
ao quer que seja
apagar cada pestanejar,
cada cicatriz do passado,
desaparecer.

As rugas da minha memória
matam-me e eu deixo-me morrer
nos teus braços, meu amor,
e somos o vento, somos livres
com o peso do universo nos ombros
caminhamos na incerteza de cada dia...



Palavras para alguém

Tenho imensa pena,
pensei que entenderias
cada gesto, cada palavra
todos os momentos que pensei serem suficientes
apenas poeira do tempo

Lê isto delicadamente: eu amo-te.
não deveria ser suficiente!?

Eu sei que buscas a perfeição
que pretendes voar mais alto
temo não poder acompanhar-te
eu apenas existo
e na minha insignificância permaneço
corpo cadavérico na escuridão
de cada dia, morri!

Pensei que soubesses 
não posso ser diferente de mim
sou eu, apenas eu
esta alma em pena
este coração estremecido.

Sou eu, 
serei eu quando me abraças
e me entristece o olhar!?


sexta-feira, 15 de março de 2013

Azul Fúnebre

Cerro os portões com pavor da bruma
Quero morder os lábios sangrentos
da guilhotina...

Respiro.
Nem os cortes, nem a morfina
só de mim  ando perdida.

Olho.
Não posso assumir o que vejo
Todos possuem a vaidade supérflua da vida.

Mas a minha alma pára e sente o cadáver
dessa gente de carne estilizada
Mas nada me espanta já, nada me afeiçoa
Nem a tristeza dos meus olhos
Vivo em azul fúnebre e morro diluída na minha dor.     

segunda-feira, 4 de março de 2013

Be happy


I simply cry during the fight
I try to shut up my mouth
with both hands...
I try so hard to be happy
I scream in my head
Shut up! Be happy!!
Stop whining please...

I'm walking numb 
feeling like nothing is real
My hands on a knife
cutting so deep,

The dust of the pills
calm me down during this nightmare
but nothing is enough.

Water so warm 
dripping in to my skinny body,
the blood is wash away...

I'm saying nothing
But I feel what I feel...



You're drowning 
in to this terrible world
of sadness and loneliness
nothing is enough for you
You should drown in to the sea
feel the water washing away your soul.

I simply cry during the fight
I try to shut up my mouth
with both hands...
I try so hard to be happy
I scream in my head
Shut up! Be happy!!
Stop whining please...

I'm walking numb 
feeling like nothing is real
My hands on a knife
cutting so deep,
The dust of the pills
calm me down during this nightmare
but nothing is enough.

Water so warm 
dripping in to my skinny body,
the blood is wash away
I'm saying nothing
But I feel what I feel...






sexta-feira, 18 de janeiro de 2013

Drifting


Don't cry sweet child, just jump.
Blind eyes can't blaze
in the wind you crunch,
but you just want to fly
in the darkness of the skies.

Honey, I know they give you pills,
while you're drinking your coke and jack.
They promised you they wouldn't  leave you.
but now they're gone.

You're losing the smile that you've been faking
But now you see
The love is lost, baby, you're blind.

Take a chance,you're drifting in the air, 
Why are you crying? How scary is to be alive?
Sad, sad, tears are falling...
and how selfish the world can be!?

Innocent heart you're not worth a thing
Please make it stop for a while,
this fight between you and me.

Finally you can feel, just feel
the knife cutting so deep!
No one can't hurt you anymore.